Tori Spelling and Dean McDermott have laid their private lives bare on their reality show True Tori, and while Dean says he won’t be appearing on the show after the current season finishes, Tori said she’ll continue to do so.

The couple have been sharing their marital problems with the world after McDermott allegedly cheated on his wife in 2013, and he said recently that he doesn’t want to be part of the show anymore for the sake of his sanity.

“I can’t keep opening a vein, opening my soul and sharing my feelings and thoughts and demons with the world. I don’t watch it. I can’t. It’s really difficult. I can’t do it anymore, for my soul,” he said.

“For me, you know, it’s True Tori. I have a lot more to tell. I have four children, I’m a mom, I’m a woman, and I want to go on,” Tori said in an interview with Meridith Vieira recently.

In a sneak peek of the next episode, Tori accuses Dean of cheating again while she’s out of town with friends, and they argue over the phone about whether he had a woman over to their house. Before she left, Tori admitted to her therapist that she was anxious about leaving him alone with their four children.

“My friends are taking me away, I don’t know if I want to go though. I’m getting nervous thinking about it right now,” she said.

True Tori airs on Tuesdays at 9 p.m.