Nick Gordon reportedly sent an email to Bobby Brown in recent days, begging him to allow him to attend Bobbi Kristina’s funeral on Saturday.

According to the email, Nick Gordon, who was Bobbi Kristina Brown’s boyfriend, wrote a passionate plea.

“I loved Krissi with all my heart and I am destroyed that she is gone and I need to say goodbye.”

Nick Gordon is a “person of interest” in the investigation into what rendered Bobbi Kristina Brown unconscious in her bathtub, where she was discovered back on January 31st. He has been served with a multi-million dollar civil suit by one of Bobbi Kristina’s conservators. The suit alleges that not only did Nick Gordon both physically and emotionally abuse Bobbi Kristina, he also withdrew money from her bank account as she lay in a hospital in a medically induced coma.

In the email, Nick Gordon appealed to Bobbi Kristina’s aunt, Pat Houston, as well.

“I’m begging you both to please put your differences aside and allow me this chance.”

Nick Gordon — Begs Bobby Brown … Let Me Mourn at Bobbi Kristina's Funeral http://t.co/wO1hGqScWy

— TMZ (@TMZ) July 31, 2015

“Krissi loved me very much and she would want me there,” he added.

It doesn’t seem likely that either Pat Houston or Bobby Brown will allow Nick Gordon to attend Bobbi Kristina’s funeral. Bobby Brown wouldn’t even allow him to visit Bobbi Kristina while she was alive and hospitalized.

Bobby Brown was blamed for Whitney Houston’s death in the days following her discovery facedown in a bathtub at the Beverly Hilton back in 2012. Family members believed his drug use led to her using drugs, which ultimately led to her demise.

Might Bobby Brown recall how he felt in the days following Whitney’s death and relent?

Bobbi Kristina Brown’s life will be celebrated at a funeral on Saturday at the St. James United Methodist Church in Alpharetta, Georgia.

Will Nick Gordon get to say goodbye to Bobbi Kristina?