Kendall Jenner poses topless in the May issue of GQ magazine, and within its pages she dishes on what it was like growing up on Keeping Up With the Kardashians.

“It’s really weird. I understand that it’s not normal,” she said. “But it is normal.”

Kendall Jenner was only 10 years old when the Keeping Up WIth the Kardashians cameras set up shop in her home. She says she and little sister Kylie Kardashian had no choice as to whether or not they would appear on the reality show. It just happened. One day mom Kris Jenner and dad Bruce Jenner explained what was about to take place.

“Me and my little sister [Kylie Jenner] were placed in,” Kendall said. “Like, ‘Okay, there’s gonna be a TV show around.’ We didn’t have a say. And how could we have a say? It was in our home. There was no way we couldn’t be on it.”

A photo posted by Kendall Jenner (@kendalljenner) on Apr 15, 2015 at 8:15am PDT

Would Kendall Jenner have chosen not to appear on Keeping Up With the Kardashians if she had been given the opportunity to choose?

“If someone was like, ‘Do you…?’ Honestly, I can’t answer that question. I have no idea. I don’t remember. I was 10 years old when the TV show started. I don’t remember what it was like before,” she admits.

Regardless of wanting to be on the show or not, Kendall Jenner is now firmly ensconced in a career that she loves. Her fashion model career has soared in the past year.

Check out more of Kendall’s photos from May’s GQ.

A photo posted by Kendall Jenner (@kendalljenner) on Apr 15, 2015 at 7:04am PDT

A photo posted by Kendall Jenner (@kendalljenner) on Apr 15, 2015 at 7:45am PDT

What do you think of Kendall Jenner on GQ’s cover and within its pages? And are you surprised by the things she said about her early days of Keeping Up With the Kardashians?