Travis Browne and Ronda Rousey clearly have a strong bond, but no one could have guessed that it was this strong.

On Tuesday’s episode of Ellen, Ronda Rousey admitted that the sight of Travis Browne pulled her back from the edge.

Rousey was talking with Ellen about her shocking defeat to Holly Holm in last year’s UFC 193 championship fight and her feelings after losing.

She said, “Honestly, my thought I was like, in the medical room and I was like down in the corner and I was sitting in the corner like, ‘What am I any more if I’m not this?’”

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She continued, “And I was literally sitting there and thinking about killing myself and that exact second I’m like, ‘I’m nothing, what do I do any more and no one gives a sh*t about me any more without this.’”

She added, “I looked up and I saw my man Travis [Browne] was standing up there and I looked up at him and I was like, ‘I need to have his babies. I need to stay alive.’ I was like — really, that was it.”

Ronda Rousey and Travis Browne have been together for less than a year, but things seem to be serious between the two of them.

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What do you think about Travis Browne being able to pull Ronda Rousey back from a very dark place?