Scott Disick has had a turbulent relationship with Kourtney Kardashian for years, and the couple have often allowed the cameras to film their worst moments for the family’s various reality shows. But Disick is reportedly upset with the way he’s portrayed on the shows and wants to tell the world how things are when the cameras stop rolling.

According to In Touch, Scott Disick is set to write a tell-all book about his time with Kourtney and her sometimes violent behavior.

“She flies into vicious rages when she’s mad – and even throws things at the walls. She’s a manipulative hypocrite. Scott doesn’t see why he should be branded the bad guy anymore,” a source told OK! Magazine.

The couple dodged rumors for a good deal of 2014 that they were on the verge of a breakup, and seemed to repair things–at least briefly–after Kourtney gave birth to their third child. However, Disick’s constant partying has been taking a toll on Kardashian, who thinks he should calm down and stay home more now that their family has grown. Disick, however, gets paid large sums to make appearances at parties around the country and thinks it’s a dream job.

“Who in the world thought that there would be a career based around that?” Disick said on the most recent episode of Kourtney and Khloe Take The Hamptons.

“And who in the world thought a drunk like you would take it upon themselves to make that their career?” Kourtney shot back.

It’s not clear whether a book is actually in the works at the moment, but according to OK! Magazine, Scott Disick is ready to reveal information about the Kardashian family if Kourtney tries to keep him from seeing their children.

“Scott wants revenge for all the crap he’s endured. He’s told Kourtney that if she tries to take the kids and their money, he’ll let loose enough information to humiliate her and take down her entire family!” the source said.