Scott Disick has been having a rough time this year.

The Keeping Up With the Kardashians star’s fast lifestyle has been making headlines for the past couple months.

His excessive partying and battle with alcoholism have made him a big topic of discussion much more often than not.

Although most of the rumors reported had never been confirmed, all of that changed when the latest episode of the reality show aired last Sunday.

Lord Disick’s strained relationship with girlfriend Kourtney Kardashian was a big part of the episode. After Kourtney revealed she was pregnant with their third child, he accused her of “suckering” him into having kids.

He was completely overwhelmed by the news and fled to Mexico to clear his head. During the episode Scott gave an emotional confession, where he revealed a number of shocking details.

The 31-year-old reality TV star admitted he feels pressured about being a father to their children. He also admitted to abandoning Kourtney to escape their reality and the responsibilities they’re faced with.

“I barely feel like I can take care of myself, I am hanging on by a string here,” he confessed. “I definitely feel horrible that I put Kourtney through a rough time, especially now that she is pregnant,” Scott admitted.

“But I honestly didn’t want to get back to reality, and I didn’t want to face anybody. It’s just a lot on my plate right now, especially with everything else that I’ve dealt with in the past year. I should have made a responsible decision, but I didn’t.”

However, the biggest jaw-dropper was probably when Scott admitted he and Kourtney would probably never marry. “There’s a lot of pressure and everybody is watching you. That’s one of the reasons I think me and Kourtney don’t get married. It’s too much.”

As a result of his ongoing problems, he even attempted suicide by swallowing a bottle pills. Hopefully Scott and Kourtney can turn things around and salvage their relationship.